Letter from a Fox: Life's chiennes!

Life has a lot of meaning. It has a lot of ups and downs. It has a lot of reasons and a lot of experiences that we face. At some point of my life, I have reached the level of hopelessness. Even there are families, friends and people who are close to you are there beside you but the most important things in your life that's been soaked and tested to trouble they could not even solve. How could they? When there was one person who supposed to help you could not give his best for you. The same person drained your hope, love and trust. If life is beautiful its only beautiful for people who have seen its beauty and it stayed with them. The beauty of life is not exactly for everybody. The beauty of life that I always wanted did not happen. I have come to realize that everything in life is just a dream and one day you have to find yourself waking up from all those dreams. For those people who envy me, its not worth it, because there is nothing to envy about me. I am not perfect and I am not awesome..I am actually a loser who is just good at hiding all my worries, problems in life. I feel like there is a void in me for having a simple, happy life. There are things that we really want in life but life play tricks on us. It's either to keep our hope elevated for having that dream or directly show us that it is not meant for us but both results to nothingness. Have you ever felt like a paper being blown by the wind carelessly? That is exactly what I felt when my plans in life were crashed. When a plan is crashed down to pieces of depression, you can't help yourself but wonder, why? If its true that people tells me that I am brave and that I am strong then why I have not achieved what I planned for? Is it because I did not give my best? How can somebody tells you that you did not give your best when there is nothing left already at your part. You will found your throat dry, tears dry, and heart dry. The blood that is pumping to your nerves throughout your body that adds glow to your physical appearance somehow fake. Add that killer smile that people envy a lot. They wished that they had your smile..they would be surprised its a fake smile. We should be careful of the things we do or say, we should watch our mouth for what ever words that spills out from it. Don't try to bring someone down! You have no idea that person is already down and you mistakenly pushed her face further on the ground because of your stupidity.