Thursday, April 12, 2012

Letter From a Fox: A Birthday Letter

Dear Jaguar,

What should I say more to you? Well, there are lots of things to say to you. A lot of ways to describe your importance and the value of your presence in my recovering life. Seeing you grow with age makes me glad. You maybe older with age but your heart never changes. Its still the same heart that beats for the important things you want to achieve in this life..and hopefully, I would also become one of the things you want to have and keep in your life.

Your beautiful face is on my mind while writing this letter to you while a soulful music is playing on. You have become one of my thousand favorite songs or shall I say, my most favorite song out of my thousand favorite songs. I wish I could see you someday and sing you a song that always plays in my heart. A song that makes my heart skip a beat. Well..You are that song. A melody that is yet to be written with our very own hands..together. It won't matter if its short or long, what would matter most is that we would be able to write it together on a perfect time in our lives.

I don't have much to offer because I am nothing compare to you. You are the Beautiful One. But if I would be given the chance and the opportunity, apparently I would give it to you. It's silly but I am one of those people who does not think when it comes to how much you should love and how much you should hide. I am a hopeless romantic. Every little thing you do or say means so much to me and I get so easily sentimental. Because I don't think I would be able to find someone like you again in my life.

How I wish I could wrap myself in a present box and send it straight at your door. If its only that easy..I would.

I wish upon the Northern Star..(because she is the brightest and strongest of all the stars in our night sky)..Please, shine brighter on the night my Beautiful One would celebrate his birthday. If he would ask for a wish, I would gladly sacrifice my own wish to you for his wish come true. If Pinocchio asked to become a real boy and Beautiful One asked to become a real man, you know what to do..make his wish come true.

You know the wish I would sacrifice freely just for you? 'I wish to be with you'

Happy Birthday..Beautiful One..


Sincerely,

Kaplan

Letter from a Fox: City of Dreams

I just came back again from reality...

There's a place I know where everything I am dreaming of is reality. A place where I can always have you. A place where kissing and embracing you is not a crime. Where your smile feels like it has finally found its home. Where your bright eyes meets my sad yet hopeful eyes. My beautiful one..

A city of dreams is a place I built for me and for the person I want to live with for a lifetime. You see, not anyone can enter that city but me and....You. I always enter the city to see if everything is intact and in great memory condition. I always wanted to take you with me and if you would like to. You will never get lost in that city because I will always be at your side ready for any risks. Although right now, I am alone..with me, you will never be alone. I Promise.

No one can take away anything that's inside it. These are my precious and most treasured memories of my life. Its all yours beautiful one. It has always been yours..like my heart. Once you take it, it is stolen and will never come back to me. But as long as you hold it and keep it with you, I will feel safety for my city. Its the key to my city I have given you. So how will I enter when you have my heart? I can see you but I could not even reach out to you. You have to come with me beautiful one.

Just like in a dream, if I have the ability to visit you often in your dreams I will. To remind you that I am always here waiting for you. Show you how much I yearn and long for you. This kind of love will never end..this is my prayer..this is my devotion. I beg my Creator to let me have and hold you in my shattering world.