Monday, February 13, 2012

Letter from a Fox: Constellation (Pt.1)

At night before I go to sleep, you would always linger in my mind. You are like a dream that does not happen inside my mind but happens at the very moment I would gaze at you or catch a glimpse of you. A touch by definition is to extend a hand to reach or rest on someone. I may not have touched your hand yet but the way you touched my heart is more than that. Somehow it is surprising that I find myself longing for you, you who is a complete stranger to me. I don't know your secrets and your favorites but I can get to know you. I am more than willing to reach out to you..because..because I think..I feel that I am the one for you. It might sound silly but that's what I felt from the moment I saw you in His temple.

There are times when I really wanted to give up my feelings for you because the more I hope, the more it hurt me. Stupid me..but everybody becomes stupid when falling in love? I have became a few times and its alright. I can always wait for you to realize my existence. My future other half. If I would be given the chance to ask God one question, It would be about you. If in any circumstance that you will play a very important role in my life?

I have seen so many stars at night ever since I have this love for you. If by any chance you are also gazing at the same night sky, we could talk about the stars. Your bright eyes are like stars..I didn't know that stars could be this near. I am sorry if I am not that good with words. Its just that I am surprised that I could be this close to you. Please don't take my presence badly, being near you keeps me happy.

Maybe for now this is the only way we can be..I can be. We are newly added stars in the vast, endless universe and my wish is to be there for you as you shine your full shine. I will always be here, my friend. My happy unspoken days..my constellation.

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