I have left everything in the air. Let the fire burn the pieces of each memories I have in my heart. Let the soil bury all the tears from my eyes...for they are not needed anymore.
I have left for love. I have left for the sake of our sanity. How much I loved..how much strength I gave to keep you in my desperate life. But its all over now. I must go my way to the place where I came from. It is not easy and it is actually hard to decide when I really can't make the last decision. My way is far from you. Where I won't see your bright eyes anymore. The one of the beautiful things in the world that was keeping me alive.
My last piece of the puzzle is forever gone. I would never be whole again. Once I lost you, I can never swim the ocean again like the way I used to. Goodbye to the summer sky and winter snow..farewell to the first bloom of mayflower in spring to the first dead maple leaf in autumn. I will see you all one day even the one who holds my heart. The river is near and road is still twelve miles away..I have to travel alone..with my sweet and tired feet.
Where is the colorful rainbow that appears after the rain? What about the five o'clock pink and orange sky in my childhood days? The park where I used to play hide and seek with my friends. All of them have come to pass and so our promises.
I won't touch you at this very moment that I am leaving, I am as cold as a pavement and you are a warm bed in a winter night. I won't bid you a sad goodbye..I want you to smile for the last time and that is all I will take with me. To the place where I can continue loving you for eternity without all these differences and uncertainties that kept us apart. I will love you until the world's finality. My beautiful destiny.
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