Every day that God makes, I wait you...I wait for a new excitement with you. You are so beautiful. I cannot imagine finding a person like you. I never thought that I would never feel this way again after a very sad separation. You have lit a thousand candles in my darkest hours. With you, I start to believe that a broken mirror can be whole again. Can I ask you a question?...Are you the right one for me? My heart is crying for an answer for quite a long time now.
Every word you leave, leaves me breathless. By the way, you are just exactly the way I was with the bright eyes I used to admire. Because of that, you keep me hanging on with you. I have found my reflection. How I treasure your words..'I want to have you in reality and not just in dreams.' Someone like you..appreciates me more than I deserve..more than I thought and wished.
There is a saying, 'All beautiful things have their end'...
Just look at the fire, so bright and flaming but after some time it dies out and turns to dust. So is a star..and so are you. My beautiful one..do you really have to come into my life and pass? Its like I have always known you can't stay long..because you are not meant for me. I can tell you why but I don't want to tell you right now. I am not ready yet for the plunge. If I do and swim under waters I know I will never find you anymore.
How can someone like you be forgotten? I will never forget you..you told me not to forget you. You are so funny beautiful one..you keep telling me I am your princess. Do I look any princess-like to you when you are the beautiful one. You are the pure and loving creature, not me. You might ask me, 'Why?' Because there are so many things you still do not know about me. Things that I try to cover up with my physical appearance and that makes me the ugly one. Is it a sin to love you naturally? Do I really have a corrupted heart? But if you try to see through it..its just you inside..just you.
I don't want to know when our expiration is. I just want to treasure every bit of you now. For the second time in my life, I do crazy, unbelieavable things that I once did for a life's dream of a true love. I chose you without trusting you..but just by completely loving you. You are so sweet and lovely and someone who cannot be found anywhere I go. Spare me and I know even the word 'Sorry' does not fit me.
Before I'd go to sleep tonight, I would dream of the morning to come when I can continue admiring and loving you. You are nailing down my heart..Beautiful One.
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